Will I Lose Or Gain Readers? No Longer Weights Upon My Shoulders …
Well? Guess I Could Be Labeled As Mental Case – A Person Suffering From Neurosis …?
But those terms are not in use anymore by the professionals. Guess now they use less impressive terms. Regardless, whatever they could label it now the meaning is still the same—mental insanity.
No Kidding! Many Consider Me As A Case …?
Saturday, February 22, 2020 at 3:36 am.
A case of mental insanity. Yeap! Many have suggested for me to get help to clear my mind. But it does not surprise or bother me any longer. Why?
I Now Hear That Voice, Let Go – Be Still – Wait …
You will soon see My Deliverance! I am at work. My plans for you, for all are good. Prepare for a near harmonized future for all, says my Master—that voice from within my heart.
Ha! What Are You Revealing To Me Right Now? …
Saturday, February 22, 2020 at 3:44 am.
You are letting me see the sad part in my good intentions to help the children in this generation. I only gave birth to my three girls, but then?
- A second set of three girls came into my life, and?
- A bundle of joy in a blond boy to be my adopted son.
- Furthermore? My tenacious attempt to help his older brother
- Plus? The little girl abandoned by her drug addicted parent.
- Court rooms. Social workers. Bathing. Feeding. Looking after the new still babies. Looking after the needs of the older ones. No difference from my birth girls and the rest—they all treated as my own flesh and blood, but!
- The sad part? My emotional instability could not handle my lofty ideals.
- To this day the thought of failure has hunted my deep insides.
Thus? You Brought The Matter To Light In The Last Two Dreams You Quicken To Me …
One dream I saw an empty dirty plate. The other? Killing roaches coming out of a crevice in the wall.
- I kill, kill, kill, until? A big one would not come out. I quit the killing.
- That last roach stuck in the crevice showed the shinniest part of its body.
- I dropped the shoe or whatever I was using in the killing.
- I woke up in wonder. In time? I refreshed the meaning of roaches in a dream to be a good thing depending on whatever, but!
Right Now, On This Morning Of A 7th Day Of Rest I’m Getting Your Meaning. Wow! …
Saturday, February 22, 2020 at 4:24 am.
Ha! What has haunted me for the last 30+ years? The thought of my failure to take care of my precious children.
- All of them, I had thought of the horrible things I did to each one of them in my attempt to subdue each one of them to my ideas of whatever was supposed to be good for them.
- Often that thought has caused flowing tears of remorse for the evil that I could not repair or undo.
- That is the meaning of that dirty empty plate I was handing over to whomever in that first dream.
- On the roach dream? The most vivid part of the dream was the shinning roach stuck in the crevice. Could not quite find the spiritual meaning of it, and?
That’s Your Revelation On This 7th Day of Resting on You …
The spiritual meaning of roaches in a dream has to do with eternity because roaches apparently do not die. But I have no idea of eternity time. So? I have stumped or killed all thoughts about such matter in my life, but!
- Here lately? The matter has been coming to light as I witness the spirituality trend of the moment.
- Such trend has been wighting heavy on my mind because it’s directly connected with me.
Even so? You Are Now Lifting Up Such Weight. How? …
By Your revelation of the meaning of the shinny black roach stuck in the crevice of the wall. Ha! I hear: “The people who walked in darkness have seen a great Light.” Wow! Quotes.
The people who walked in darkness have seen a great Light; those who dwelt in the land of intense darkness and the shadow of death, upon them has the Light shined. [Isa 42:6; Mat 4:15-16]
Wow! The Way You Are Showing Me Your Deliverance Is Uncanny …
Saturday, February 22, 2020 at 6:49 am.
It is in the same way You are revealing, showing Yourself to me in the Scriptures. Your written words are Your Word, You in reality and in truth.
- I read it many times. I have adhered to the teachings of many inspired teachers, yet?
- I just realize on this moment how far the reality and truth of such statement in the Scriptures was from my conception.
- Just as far as all my former conceptions of Your written words.
- But little by little, incident by incident, day by day, moment by moment, cycle by cycle You been revealing, showing Yourself to me in those misconceived written words
- Today You give me Isaiah 45 to straiten out all my misconceptions of the past.
Who Are YOU? …
Isaiah 45 answers my question entirely. Have I not read it before? O yes, but! I only put such matters in the back burner. Didn’t understand a whit about such words as I do now.
- Now? It’s no longer a matter stored in the crevice of the wall between the natural and the supernatural.
- Now? You are revealing to me I am one of the ones who walked in darkness.
- Now? You are revealing to me for my benefit, for the benefit of all who read these lines, You are revealing to us Who are YOU.
- Phew! What a weight off my shoulders.
THUS SAYS the Master to His anointed, to Cyrus, whose right hand I have held to subdue nations before him, and I will unarm and ungird the loins of kings to open doors before him, so that gates will not be shut.
I will go before you and level the mountains [to make the crooked places straight]; I will break in pieces the doors of bronze and cut asunder the bars of iron.
And I will give you the treasures of darkness and hidden riches of secret places, that you may know that it is I, the Master, the God of Israel, Who calls you by your name.
For the sake of Jacob My servant, and of Israel My chosen, I have called you by your name. I have surnamed you, though you have not known Me.
I am the Master, and there is no one else; there is no God besides Me. I will gird and arm you, though you have not known Me,
That men may know from the east and the rising of the sun and from the west and the setting of the sun that there is no God besides Me. I am the Master, and no one else [is He].
I form the light and create darkness, I make peace [national well-being] and I create [physical] N1evil (calamity); I am the Master, Who does all these things.
Let fall in showers, you heavens, from above, and let the skies rain down righteousness [the pure, spiritual, heaven-born possibilities that have their foundation in the holy being of God]; let the earth open, and let them [skies and earth] sprout forth salvation, and let righteousness germinate and spring up [as plants do] together; I the Master have created it.
Woe to him who strives with his Maker!–a worthless piece of broken pottery among other pieces equally worthless [and yet presuming to strive with his Maker]! Shall the clay say to him who fashions it, What do you think you are making? or, Your work has no handles? [Rom 9:20]
10 Woe to him [who complains against his parents that they have begotten him] who says to a father, What are you begetting? or to a woman, With what are you in travail?
Thus says the Master, the Holy One of Israel, and its Maker: Would you question Me about things to come concerning My children, and concerning the work of My hands [would you] command Me?
I made the earth and created man upon it. I, with My hands, stretched out the heavens, and I commanded all their host.
I will raise [Cyrus] up in righteousness [willing in every way that which is right and proper], and I will direct all his ways; he will build My city, and he will let My captives go, not for hire or for a bribe, says the Master of hosts.
Thus says the Master: The labor and wealth of Egypt and the merchandise of Ethiopia and the Sabeans, men of stature, shall come over to you and they shall be yours; they shall follow you; in chains [of subjection to you] they shall come over, and they shall fall down before you; they shall make supplication to you, saying, Surely God is with you, and there is no other, no God besides Him. [1Co 14:25]
Truly You are a God Who hides Himself, O God of Israel, the Savior.
They shall be put to shame, yes, confounded, all of them; they who are makers of idols shall go off into confusion together.
But Israel shall be saved by the Master with an everlasting salvation; you shall not be put to shame or confounded to all eternity. [Heb 5:9]
For thus says the Master–Who created the heavens, God Himself, Who formed the earth and made it, Who established it and did not create it to be a worthless waste; He formed it to be inhabited–I am the Master, and there is no one else.
I have not spoken in secret, in a corner of the land of darkness; I did not call the descendants of Jacob [to a fruitless service], saying, Seek Me for nothing [but I promised them a just reward]. I, the Master, speak righteousness (the truth–trustworthy, straightforward correspondence between deeds and words); I declare things that are right. [Joh 18:20]
Assemble yourselves and come; draw near together, you survivors of the nations! They have no knowledge who carry about [in religious processions or into battle] their wooden idols and keep on praying to a god that cannot save.
Declare and bring forward your strong arguments [for praying to gods that cannot save]; yes, take counsel together. Who announced this [the rise of Cyrus and his conquests] beforehand (long ago)? [What god] declared it of old? Was it not I, the Master? And there is no other God besides Me, a rigidly and uncompromisingly just and righteous God and Savior; there is none besides Me.
Look to Me and be saved, all the ends of the earth! For I am God, and there is no other.
I have sworn by Myself, the word is gone out of My mouth in righteousness and shall not return, that unto Me every knee shall bow, every tongue shall swear [allegiance]. [Rom 14:11; Php 2:10-11; Heb 6:13]
Only in the Master shall one say, I have righteousness (salvation and victory) and strength [to achieve]. To Him shall all come who were incensed against Him, and they shall be ashamed. [1Co 1:30-31]
In the Master shall all the offspring of Israel be justified (enjoy righteousness, salvation, and victory) and shall glory. End of quote.
Amazing! Simply Amazing! …
And so? Like I did in the last post I am to do now. You are leading me to close and post this amazingly clear answer to all our misconceived ideas about YOU.
On to the task on Saturday, February 22, 2020 at 8:18 am.
Much love to all. thiaBasilia.