Thia’s Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Wednesday, June 22, 2016 at 7:29 pm
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Thursday, June 23, 2016 at 6:51 am
Am I doing the right thing? O my Father—O Father of mine? Is joining Bryan Cohen in Your will for me? I am trusting You. I have messed up so many times that? I cannot trust my judgement about any of these decisions I make. So? I cast this matter unto You for? I know that You are leading me all the way. I wait on You.
Why do I want to sell the book? Why have I written the book to begin with? I want to sell the book to obtain credibility and respect from the public. I have written the book at Your bidding and command to do so. What is to happen now that I have joined Bryan Cohen? I have to, I must wait on You to get an answer to this matter as the next two weeks come along.
Bryan Cohen is talking about pretty much the same way You have led me through all of these years since I been working on this book about my life and Your work within my being for the benefit of all of Yours and mine concern.
The difference between Bryan Cohen’s account about this writing & publishing & selling one’s book? Bryan Cohen as well as most all other experts in this matter attribute their success to what it seems to me is the mind or some Universal force and? Me? I attribute every minute detail of my doings to You and only to You O my Father—O Father of mine. Oh?
Do I belittle myself by attributing all details of my doings to You, O my Father—O Father of mine? Nay! Nay! Nay! If You, O my Father—O Father of mine, if You would not be in full control of myself? I would not be writing or even living at all but? You have lovingly taken control of myself even when You have not deprived me of the full use of my mind & emotional make up. Ha! What do ye’know? That’s the difference between the experts and myself.
Yes! By all means I have full use of my mind & emotions but? That mind & emotions of mine are fully submitted to our Father/Creator of our beings in practice not just by lip service.
Now? Here is the big question to all who read these lines. WHY the experts do not guarantee their followers to make the kind of income the experts are making? (Read the agreement—it attest to this matter.) Because the experts can easily assess the why a great majority of the followers for the most fail to achieve the coveted success and quit the experts?
Hum. Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Pause. Reflect. What is it that you observe at the sight of the experts?
What do I observe? In the face. In the voice. In the writings from all the experts? I observe, I sense a certain indescribable dissatisfaction in all the experts regardless their amazingly good endeavors and magnificent success. Oh? Oh? Oh?
What on earth kind of statement is that? Wait. Hold your opinion just a little while more. Another famous Scripture that most all are familiar with comes to mind. Let us read it and see how such Scripture that came to my mind unexpectedly much applies to this statement.
1 Corinthians 13:1-xx
IF I can speak in the tongues of men and even of angels, but have not love—that reasoning, intentional, spiritual devotion such as is inspired by the Almighty Creator of our being's love for and in us, I am only a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal.
And if I have prophetic powers (the gift of interpreting the divine will and purpose), and understand all the secret truths and mysteries and possess all knowledge, and if I have sufficient faith so that I can remove mountains, but have not love—the Almighty Creator of our being's love for and in me I am nothing (a useless nobody). Even if I dole out all that I have to the poor in providing food, and if I surrender my body to be burned or in order that I may glory, but have not love the Almighty Creator of our being's love for and in me, I gain nothing.
Love endures long and is patient and kind; love never is envious nor boils over with jealousy, is not boastful or vainglorious, does not display itself haughtily. It is not conceited (arrogant and inflated with pride); it is not rude (unmannerly) and does not act unbecomingly. Love—the Almighty Creator of our being's love for and in us, does not insist on its own rights or its own way, for it is not self-seeking; it is not touchy or fretful or resentful; it takes no account of the evil done to it—it pays no attention to a suffered wrong. It does not rejoice at injustice and unrighteousness, but rejoices when right and truth prevail. Love bears up under anything and everything that comes, is ever ready to believe the best of every person, its hopes are fadeless under all circumstances, and it endures everything—without weakening. Love never fails never fades out or becomes obsolete or comes to an end.
O well! O my Father!—O Father of mine? How many times people has quoted those words to me to question my seemingly unloving attitude to most anyone that do not honor You but assume they do so? Too numerous to name yet? I cannot stress enough the fact—the naked truth of our inability to keep Your first commandment to love You above all things. Next?
Psalms 37 comes back to mind. Where did I leave the matter of Psalms 37. Ah! I am listening to Bryan Cohen and? These verses of Scripture go along with what he is saying but? With a different slant. Bryan is talking about the world’s way of doing things. I am walking on a different world but? Bryan’s suggestions? Still apply. Quoting the allured verses in the previous post.
“Commit your way to my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah /Yahushua—roll and repose each care of your load on Him; trust—lean on, rely on, and be confident also in Him and He will bring it to pass. And He will make your uprightness and right standing with our Almighty Creator go forth as the light, and your justice and right as the shining sun of the noonday.”
I pause. I reflect. The first thing Bryan is talking about, is the Selling Mentality. Three reasons why I am not selling.
1. I am not confident that what I have is worth it. Self-confidence—Self-esteem.
2. I don’t want to be a sell out.
3. I don’t understand how to do it.
Self-confidence—Self-esteem for me in the past? NIL. Self-confidence—Self-esteem in the present? WOW! How did I become so confident and assertive as I now am? Honest, candid answer. Not by my own efforts but? By the power of love from on high. What am talking about?
Aha! That’s the incentive anyone reading these lines should have to buy my next title, Overcoming Dysfunctional Mother in order to connect with the meaning of my above statement.
The next two points in this course,
I don’t want to be a sell out.
I don’t understand how to do it.
Excellent suggestions. I am all ears. Will let you know my progress in the next posts.
His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.