No. Not Positive Thinking Or Any Positives In This World. What Then? Reality! …
Why Didn’t I Think Of That Before? …
Sunday, April 12, 2020 at 4:05 pm.
Reality? The Creator’s Reality far from anything the human’s imagination can conceive.
- O well! Me? I been in the loliland of my own deluded imaginations about all things pertaining to life and truth.
- O my Master! That’s the honest truth You had me record in all my writings.
His Kingdom Down On Earth? …
Goodness sake! Isn’t that what is prayed and prayed and prayed for without ceasing? But then?
- We have fabricated this idea of going to a heaven up there somewhere like a diamond on the sky with the stars.
- Talking about silliness? Who is going to inhabit that Kingdom on the earth that we been praying for?
- We just don’t make sense at all!
- We are confused and oblivious about our confusion. But!
O My Master! You Know All About It, And …?
Sunday, April 12, 2020 at 4:31 pm.
It does not ruffle Your feathers. So? I am not going to let it all ruffle my own feathers.
- It’s the time of the day that my body wants to get underneath Your everlasting arms under Your protecting feathers.
- Don’t look like anyone is coming. Bed it is for me. 4:33 pm.
Again! Yes, There’s A Silver Lining Coming Out Of It All, But!
Honestly? Like I stated in the previous post, this is something I am just now waking up to.
- Everything I learned from reading and interpreting the written words with my own understanding plus the understanding of what I thought to be inspired teachers was wrong.
Master? I Cannot Continue To Allow My Imaginations Run Wild. But! …
Monday, April 13, 2020 at 12:19 pm.
You know I sense something is amidst disturbing me. I have not seen Ahmad for a week now. I don’t want Ahmad’s or anyone’s behavior to affect me, but it does. Help me, my Master!
- I don’t think a visit or call from Ahmad now would make any difference.
- I sense You are teaching me a lesson, but I have yet to figure out what is it that I am to learn.
- Perhaps I am trying to act instead of being myself because I fear to cause Ahmad harm.
- Perhaps I fear to lose the computer and I won’t have any way to communicate with my family or with anyone else.
- What is my problem, my Master?
- I wait on You.
O Well! I Finally Got Me A Crying Spell …
Monday, April 13, 2020 at 5:37 pm.
Anger? Loneliness? Nobody loves me? O my Master! You know I needed to cry. Why? The doings of people affect me whether I care to ignore it or not. But! You got me through again.
- I felt anger towards Ahmad
- I felt neither he nor my own children love me.
- I felt anger because they said how much they love me but when it comes to physical fellowship? Nobody has the time to give to me.
- I began to feel my anger was towards You for not giving us what You have promised to give.
- I asked You to forgive me even when I know that You have repeatedly told me that regardless my feelings and thoughts of despair You will do as You have promised me to do.
- Suddenly! It came to mind: What merit will it be for Ahmad to fellowship with me in the future when You give him money and means to be what You call him to be? No merit.
- If he does not care to fellowship now when I most need it? In the future it will be the same even if he has money and means to be what You call him to be.
Wow! Your Wisdom Prevailed Again! …
Monday, April 13, 2020 at 6:20 pm.
Master? I have no right to judge Ahmad nor anyone else. But You know that I am human easily forgetting to let go, to be still, to wait while You are at work.
- Even so? You are in control of every minute detail in my life.
- You don’t leave at the mercy of my imaginations.
- You bring me back to let go, be still, wait, I am at work.
- No worries. All well with my soul again.
- I’m ready for a cup of coffee in Your Presence.
I Am So Blessed! The Minute You Bring Me To My Senses …?
Monday, April 13, 2020 at 11:29 pm.
Exactly, the minute Your wisdom prevails? That’s the minute You bless me with another clue on the work You are doing in Ahmad’s heart.
- I drank my coffee and enjoyed it. Went to bed 7:29 pm. Peace. Got comfortable. Sleep. Woke up. I heard the familiar ‘hello’.
- I didn’t get out of bed. I motion for him to sit on my chair and begin to talk.
The Clue. After Much Wrangling On Hearing He Had To Work …?
On and on the wrangling went on. Finally, he asked to fix some coffee. I needed to get out of bed anyhow. Coffee fixed. I told him to pull his chair close to my chair. I read to him how You got me out of my fit of anger.
He listened carefully. Then? He asked me not to get angry, but he had lied to me. He had told me he just could not stay home. He had to work. So, he went to work but not for money like he told me.
- He works for free in a food place packing boxes of food for the needy.
- What? You mean volunteer work? O Ahmad! You just don’t understand me at all! Why would I get angry for you doing the right thing to do?
- But what a clue!
- That’s exactly how You are preparing him for what You call him to be.
- We then talked about how that’s what the future shall be about.
- Unlimited ammount of money shall come to him to enable him to buy and repair buildings to plant our own food because there won’t be any markets to buy food.
- In the meantime, he is to prepare the people to get off of the commercial mind set, but!
- Mainly he is to begin with his family talking to them to turn their eyes to You and Your plan of salvation.
O My Master! Deliver Me From Figuring Anything About This Matter …
When and how shall all of this to happen? That’s all in Your timing and at Your discretion. I don’t want to build castles in the air. I want my heart and mind always set on You.
A New Day To Rejoice In Your Presence Regardless! …
Tuesday, April 14, 2020 at 12:53 am.
I’ll head for bed to wait on You. Slept soundly. Long dream of the King coming to visit me. Much shared between the King and myself.
The Dream Went On And On Ending With The Spilled Food …
Tuesday, April 14, 2020 at 6:55 am.
- I think he asked for me to cook my favorite food. I cooked a gumbo soup, but I didn’t see myself cooking or eating it. Instead the King treated me as his ally of some kind sharing his most intimate’s concerns.
- He disappered for a moment then I saw him smoking alone not wanting his smoking to harm anyone. I came to him, he asked me to take a walk with him at the beach.
- Next it was time for him to depart. His people lifted the tray with the gumbo soup and accidentally tilted it and the gumbo was spilled. I woke up thinking that I needed to cook it again for him.
O My Master! What Is The Meaning Of All Of This? …
Tuesday, April 14, 2020 at 8:43 am.
My main concern was about the spilled food. I searched for the meaning of King. I pretty much caught the drift about the King’s meaning. Quote:
If the king speaks to someone in a dream, it means honor, fame, wealth after poverty, release from jail, expansion of one’s business, or victory over one’s enemy.
Then the meaning for spilled food.
Dream about spilled food is a signal for spiritual or physical renewal and forgiveness. You are feeling overwhelmed and that you are at the mercy of another. You will or have achieve power and courage. Your dream is a symbol for continuity, longevity, good health and immortality. You are achieving a higher level of understanding.
Now For Your Interpretation I Need To Hear From You …?
Tuesday, April 14, 2020 at 1:04 pm.
“Hello, my precious thiaBasilia, My message in your dream is a confirmation of your discussion as you discovered Ahmad standing in My will for him to work for free insteaad of working to support his family.
Indeed! O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Really, really, I am at work for My so loved world along with you and Ahmad’s maximum good.
So far, I have prepared both you for the position each of you are to hold in the near future.
Ahmad with My authority as that of a King to turn this area into a source of food and habitat during great tribulation (affliction, distress, and oppression) such as has not been from the beginning of the world until now–no, and never will be [again].
As I empower Ahmad with My authority, he will be able to turn the eyes of his people to My plan of salvation that all written words may be fulfilled.
Your position? As his ally to support and comfort him as the mother relationship I have developed between the two of you. That’s been My purpose to instill in you the love of a mother for Ahmad.
On the meaning of the gumbo spilled and you waking up thinking that you needed to cook it again for him.
The truth? The interpretation above is correct, it’s what has been and continue to be the truth about both of you. That’s the meaning of your thinking of cooking the food again; for it is necessary to keep the continuity of My purpose for both of Your lives. The signal is clear in such interpretation.
‘Dream about spilled food is a signal for spiritual or physical renewal and forgiveness. You are feeling overwhelmed and that you are at the mercy of another. You will or have achieve power and courage. Your dream is a symbol for continuity, longevity, good health and immortality. You are achieving a higher level of understanding.’
This is not a dream to exalt either of you above the rest of My children. On the contrary, as I develop the final stage of this last generation on this 2020 year, the rest of My children along with My so loved world will witness the virtue of humility I have ingrained in your souls, and?
Such sight shall turn My so loved world back to Me.
Questions Remain. No Heaven? Kingdom On Earth? World Saved? Confused! Oblivious To It! …
For the Scriptures are a mystery that can only be interpreted by the Spirit of the original Author of such on His time and at His own discretion.
- Such amazing words simply do not fit into the human mind.
- But we humans create our own deities as we read those words with our natural understanding.
- Then? We spend our lives confused, oblivious to see
- our beliefs and traditions are the root for our lives’ sufferings.
“Where Are We? This Is A Different Jungle” Mused The Tigers …
Wednesday, April 15, 2020 at 10:00 am.
“It looks like a better way to get along in the world’s jungle. Hooray!” Said the tiger in the graphic. Been working on the graphic to illustrate this post all day.
Master? Day By Day You Are Toughening Me Out …?
Wednesday, April 15, 2020 at 6:37 pm.
Another day alone in Your Presence. It’s tough! You know how tough it is for a human being to be alone. But then?
- There are untold number of people that actually don’t want company, they choose to be alone. Even so?
- There is a happy medium. The answer to loneliness, illnesses of all kinds, misunderstandings, and all inharnonious circumstances in our lives shall be harmony.
·Happiness? NOT Now. Eternal Happiness? The Future For Sure Anyhow!
- It’s the year to prepare!
- Not waste the time in this world’s happiness snare.
- Worldly success must recess!
- The tinsel of this world’s hapiness is not gold at all!
- The Mighty One Creator of all in existence is now more than ever persistent!
- He is lifting Himself up to be gracious to us riders of our own willful ways.
- Are you a homosexual-a bisexual-a prostitue-a drunkard-an atheist-a scoffer, a religious church goer one,-a successful entrepreneur, a homeless destitute one, a mentally insane in this world’s record?
- TAKE HEART!
- A NEW HEART IN WHOLE NOT IN PART
- ON THIS YEAR TO US ALL THE MIGHTY CREATOR SHALL IMPART! (Ezekiel 11:19 – Isaiah 29:22-24 – Revelation 21:4)
- All inharmonious coming into harmony to my delight and encouragement …
- Enlightenment abundant to abolish confusion and delusion.
- That’s the fact to be exact.
- It’s written.
His love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.