Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Saturday, December 16, 2017 at 11:41 pm.
From Anger To Compassion….
Well, now I know what day and what time. It turned out to be a very trying day, but! I got a new power supply, and a new monitor on the boot.
I’m glad the day is over, and! I am not angry anymore. I only feel sorry for the ways of this culture. Their sense of humor is warped. They enjoy making fun and playing people for fools.
Even so, I’m so glad that You are turning my anger into compassion. For the most the regular people have never been out of this region because they can’t get visa.
So? This is all they know. It’s no need to elaborate because, the truth? It’s not good to make generalization about anyone. I don’t really know what am I talking about.
I am tired. I need sleep. I will catch up later when I wake up. It’s now Sunday, December 17, 2017 at 12:03 am.
Help! How Can I Fogive?….
Sunday, December 17, 2017 at 2:56 am.
Father? This is just a computer—a thing. Let me not make an issue of the ugly episode of last night based on this thing.
I have much to record on the beautiful work You have done in the last few weeks. I do hope for Your best. In my heart and mind is to forgive and forget, but! HELP!
I refuse to rehash the matter. I need You to make lemonade out of this sour lemon that was thrown at us last night. I refuse to point that finger that You have cut back to other people.
I am the guilty one. I’m the one whose feelings got insulted last night. My intelligence was questioned. Oh! The mighty ego within my being? An unpardonable sin committed!
Phooey! So what? Who cares if I am stupid or smart? What benefit is that to others? Of no benefit is the truth and fact according to Your unfathomable wisdom. As it’s written,
1 Corinthians 1:22-29 AMPC+
(26) For [simply] consider your own call, brethren; not many [of you were considered to be] wise according to human estimates and standards, not many influential and powerful, not many of high and noble birth.
(27) [No] for the Creator selected (deliberately chose) what in the world is foolish to put the wise to shame, and what the world calls weak to put the strong to shame.
(28) And the Creator also selected (deliberately chose) what in the world is lowborn and insignificant and branded and treated with contempt, even the things that are nothing, that He might depose and bring to nothing the things that are,
(29) So that no mortal man should [have pretense for glorying and] boast in the presence of the Creator.
Encouragement Leading To Forgivingness….
So? The whole thing that transpired last night is because I have been boasting about the knowledge I acquired in the last few weeks. Knowledge I acquired? Ridiculous!
I did not acquire such knowledge. Father led me to fix the computer like a pro in answer to my fear of losing the computer for lack of money.
I did not realize how my confession came out as a boat instead of a toast to the amazing answers You have given to me. That’s the fact, but! What of that?
I am Your disciple. You delight in my obedience. Your delight in my obedience is my strength. Should I deviate from that obedience? Your hand of discipline would be upon my head.
The incident from last night? An opportunity to obey Your command to forgive. Should I choose resentment instead of forgivingness?
You, my Father, won’t forgive my greater sins. Wow! What an incentive and power to forgive your written words avail me! It’s written,
Matthew 6:15 AMPC+
(15) But if you do not forgive others their trespasses [their reckless and willful sins, leaving them, letting them go, and giving up resentment], neither will your Father forgive you your trespasses.
How about that? Wonderfully Simple. Delightfully effortlessly. So are Your ways indelible written within my being. Back on track! I am back!
Rage Had Blinded Me!
What was the issue all about? By negligence, my monitor was damaged, but! It was replaced. My first reaction last night while incensed with murdering rage? What did I think of the replacement?
Hum! I was so blind with rage, I could have taken the strange looking thing and flung it up to destroy it, but! Thanks, my Father. You restrained that rage. I left the strange thing alone. Next?
Empowered To Forgive I Saw!….
Alone in Your Presence, I began to reason things out while I carefully rearranged the mess of cables. I properly connected the machine. All in perfect order. I began to write the couple of paragraphs I wrote before I crashed in bed.
Three hours of sleep most certainly did me good. Thanks, my Father. The remembrance of the whole ugly incident kept popping up in my mind. What did You led me to do about it?
HELP! I cried again. Could not think how or what was to happen. Forgive? Could not think how could I forgive? HELP! My shrilling cry reached Your ears! Help quickly came my way.
Dear Reader, let me summarize the mighty doings of the Father/Creator. The threat of losing the computer for good was there. Lack of money to buy a new one was the only alternative in my thinking.
My Father? Ha! Lack of money?
- So what? First He gave me the ability to fix the computer like a pro.
- The computer now is like new, so?
Why this thing with the power supply and the monitor? Father chose to replace those two parts with better ones, but!
I could not see it last night because of anger. Regardless, as forgivingness took over my being? Suddenly!
This strange monitor? The best! The colors are vivid. I do not have to strain my eyes. What a blessing! And the power to forgive? What more could I ever ask for?
Your ways are higher than my ways, but! I am now Your disciple. You are instilling Your ways deep within my being there to remain. Power!
Your power of love and wisdom drenched upon me big time! What a Mighty Yah I serve! I bow in awe of Your Being. In silence, I worship You.
I have 10 pages of hand written notes while the whole saga evolved culminating on the 7th day of Rest. How appropriate. I will post those notes as Father leads me to do.
His Love In My Heart For All Remains There To Stay For Eternity, thiaBasilia.