I hear Your words in October of 2009. In the depth of despair. In the dungeon of human rejection? You knocked on the door of my heart. What a moment! What a memorable Shabbath!
“My beloved Thia, you are now beyond the realm of disturbing feelings and emotions and imaginations. From now on all your doings shall become sensible and your feelings for goodness shall intensify as well as your feelings for badness. And your thoughts shall be under the captivity of My thoughts. This drastic change within your being shall soon take hold of the hearts of many who would turn to Me and esteem My name as they see your good works.” Said Master Yahuwah to thiaBasilia.
A quote from my Denise’s heart…
….If I really want to help, I must first take away the “wrongness” of their experience. I must understand that they’re just learning how to tie their shoe, and they must work it out in whatever way works for them. We all came into these bodies and stories to experience different things. I can’t assume that their way will be like my way. No matter what the struggle looks like, it’s not wrong.
From that perspective I can offer help that stems from love and acceptance. Perhaps my help is to just be present without judgment and to empathize with compassion. Or perhaps they feel safe enough to be vulnerable and ask my advice. If that happens I will certainly give it, always with the understanding that it’s only a perspective and not something they need to follow through on if they don’t feel that works for them.
Ultimately, our hearts KNOW where to lead us. So I can never go wrong pointing people back to themselves. And that’s the best way I can help anyone, including myself.
• That is exactly where I now stand. Back to that Shabbath in October 2009. Back to the center of my heart. From the mountain top of my Father’s Presence in my heart? He leads me to look at myself not to others. He leads me share my experience with others. To let Him do the rest.
• Guess what? My Father is doing just that—the rest for our best!
Sharing my journey in the Presence of my Father/Creator….
Journal—An ongoing dialog between thiaBasilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Sunday, October 8, 2017 at 10:07 pm.
Father? You know I am not any longer looking for man’s approval. You also know I long for my brothers and sisters in Your Spirit to join me in Your Presence. But to crave for their attention/approval/; or to fear the lack of it? Such craving or fear is no longer there! I rejoice in the Oneness with Your Spirit because of Rhonda’ comment recognizing her lapses, that’s a different story. Quote,
October 8, 2017 at 6:28 pm Reply Edit
Thank you Basilla, I can relate to this….this longing for acceptance, for man’s approval, for this lack of rejection. But of the ancient martyrs you are right. They were burnt alive, beheaded, thrown into lions dens just for the sake
of speaking the words of God. Am I ready for that? I must confess that I am not…so now comes the challenge of preparing for that because that is what we are facing inevitably in America.
October 8, 2017 at 6:54 pm Reply Edit
Father is working all things for our good. You have taken the first step–recognizing our lapses leads to repentance by the power of love from on high not by emotional remorse. The thing to do now? Wait for Him to lead you. Relax. Remember, ‘Do not lean in your own understanding. Self-efforts leads to self-righteousness–a stench unto the Father’s nostrils. Little by little Father will lead you in the right direction.
The Spirit within me rejoices to hear from you. Welcome back. Much love.
Monday, October 9, 2017 at 5:23 am.
I hear Your words in October of 2009. In the depth of despair. In the dungeon of human rejection? You knocked on the door of my heart. What a moment! What a memorable Shabbath!
Saturday, October 03, 2009 (1:21am).
Talk to me my Master, I need to hear Your voice on moments like this when there is no one but You as it should be.
“My Thia, My beloved, open the door of your chamber for I am knocking. I come to take yo u higher up to My Mountain to be alone with Me.”
Master, my door is open or is it not? Give me the eyes to see the door of my heart and the ability to open it wide to You.
“My beloved, in your heart there are many chambers and I have come to inhabit those chambers, but, now I wish to come in, in the most intimate and deepest chamber where no one else should be allowed.”
Master! My Beloved Master! By all means! Take the key that I can’t find and open the door for my secret chambers! By all means! My Beloved, take the key to my secret chambers and keep it as Your eternal property! I want no one else to invade such intimate quarters!
“My beloved, My Thia, the key to your secret chambers is now in My possession and I am taking residence in that deepest and most Set Apart chamber of your heart! No one shall disturb you any longer, whether they come or go, whether they call or not, whether they are kind or un-kind, whether they are friend or foe, whether they are your flesh and blood or perfect strangers, NO ONE should ever disturb you anymore!”
O my Master! Are You now taking me to Your Mountain top? What am I to do? What am I to feel? What am I to think? Tell me my Master! Do unto me as it is pleasing in Your sight!
“My beloved Thia, you are now beyond the realm of disturbing feelings and emotions and imaginations. From now on all your doings shall become sensible and your feelings for goodness shall intensify as well as your feelings for badness. And your thoughts shall be under the captivity of My thoughts. This drastic change within your being shall soon take hold of the hearts of many who would turn to Me and esteem My name as they see your good works.”
Master, what about these festivals and different things that Your people are so deep into? What am I to do? What am I to respond to inquires as to my behavior on these days of excitement for Your people?
And, Master, what am I to do about my health? What about all the body discomforts I suffer all the time? Am I to do anything about my body? How am I to take care of my body?
“My beloved, say and do exactly as I have been leading you to say and do. Do not relent in speaking My WORD as it is written. Truly, My Thia, your time has come to delight Me and from here on out ALL things and ALL matters shall come to pass in your life as it is written and as I have been telling you personally.
“My beloved Thia, I am well aware of your physical condition. Your body is continuously decaying on account of the environmental conditions caused by the sin of mankind under the evil influence of our enemy. Nonetheless, you have nothing to worry about because My grace is sufficient unto you; that means that you are able to withstand all and any discomfort in your body and rejoice rather than complain about it. You are in excellent health and I will keep your body in healthy conditions until the time comes to invest you with a new body immune to decay.
“My beloved Thia, from now on you will be sitting still and yet your activity in the realm of My invisible Kingdom shall intensify ten fold. As of this instant I am taking control of your imaginations. Your steps shall be steady as you move in any direction. And the song of praise and adoration to Me shall intensify to the point of the highest heaven.
“Truly, My beloved, I AM in your deepest chambers! Nothing and no one can disturb you now! Today is a very especial Sabbath and I shall teach you the way to come into My rest. Your actions from here on shall be beyond your plans and ideas of what it should be done. You will do the right and proper things without even thinking or premeditating ahead of time. There will not any longer be any anxiety in your life even in the most arid places in the absence of human touch and care.
“My Thia, My beloved, rejoice! Rejoice and be glad for your time has come to inhabit My Mountain top now and forever!”
Monday, October 9, 2017 at 8:46 am.
Seven years of the most intimate fellowship with You, O my Father! Seven years of wonders. Ten years since You confronted my soul. Ten years in total since You seared my fate within me. Ten months since the beginning of this 10th year. Anticipating with baited breath for the next surprise You have for me. Does it have to do with the beautiful stallion and its rider coming into my little apartment in my dream of a moment ago?
Monday, October 9, 2017 at 11:05 am.
O my Father? You have provided all things for my comfort. Only minor annoyances like the space bar sticking in the keyboard. The mouse giving me a hard time to navigate. Temporary lack of one or another necessary ingredient for my cooking. Not to mention the repairs needed in my apartment. How can that compare with the horrors suffered by so many souls?
It boggles my mind, yet! Your mind. Your wisdom. Your love? It all avails me! My being is replete with Your mind—Your wisdom—Your love! Are there, still, fears to overcome?
Indeed! In my dream, I huddled against the opposite wall from the door as the beautiful stallion and its rider entered my little apartment.
My first thought? How can it fit? Fear it might step on me.
Huddled against the wall, I watched the stallion head to my little kitchen turn around with much ease prance to the other end by the window and bed side never stepping or hurting me. Fear unfounded? Perhaps. What does it all mean, my Father?
The love of your life will come to you if the horse walks in a house – to dream of the horse, that walked in to the house, signifies the partner you will meet soon. This person will be someone who will play a very important role in your future;The horse symbolizes power, authority, and prosperity. Its tail represents the offspring and grandchildren.
• An Unknown Horse — Seeing an unfamiliar horse which he does not own nor mounts means that he is a man of good repute and high honor. If he sees such a horse entering his neighborhood or house it means a powerful and honorable person will make his appearance in that neighborhood or house.
• Accomplishment if the horse is saddled with the rider – to dream of the horse that has been saddled and had a rider or the dreamer was the rider himself, shows attainment, but only if the dreamer will take control in his hands and will do things completely;
• The horse also symbolizes the intellect, wisdom, wit, intellect, gentility, light, dynamic strength, agility, quickness of thought, running time.
Monday, October 9, 2017 at 12:24 pm.
Ha! It is coming to me. Your power, authority, and prosperity is already within my being! Will I ever meet someone replete with Your power, authority, and prosperity as it is the case with me? O but how I wish for it to be so! How I wish for a male companion mainly concerned with Your concerns rather than the ordinary futile affairs of this miserable world.
Monday, October 9, 2017 at 1:27 pm.
Father? I sense You have a definite message for me in these dreams. I muse over my human reactions. Of course, my mind wonders with all kind of possibilities. Only one huge problem. What problem? You know it my Father. I am stuck without incentive to continue with the two books You have led me to compile. I am waiting to put it all together with tangible results. It is of no use to continue under these conditions of lack and want even for the most insignificant supplies to properly function.
Oh! Oh! Oh! What am I hearing while I wrote the above reasoning in my mind? What do I hear? Do I hear my bickering and Your dislike of my lack of trust in You? Most definitely. Discontentment with my present living conditions. Perhaps this is at the core of it all. Deliver me! O my Beloved Father! Make haste! Set me free!
Psalms 139:17-24 How precious and weighty also are Your thoughts to me, O my Father—O Father of mine! How vast is the sum of them! If I could count them, they would be more in number than the sand. When I awoke, could I count to the end I would still be with You.
If You would only slay the wicked, that wicked self in me, O my Father—O Father of mine, and the men of blood, the devil himself along all his cohorts depart from me. They speak against You wickedly, Your enemies who take Your name in vain! Do I not hate them and loathe that wicked carnal-self in me, O Master, who hate You? And am I not grieved and do I not loathe those who rise up against You? I hate them with perfect hatred; they have become my enemies.
Search me thoroughly, O my Father—O Father of mine, and know my heart! Try me and know my thoughts! And see if there is any wicked or hurtful way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.
O my Father—O Father of mine, You have instructed me. Those words are applied to my own self as it should be. Now I wait for Your answer. Now I hope for these cravings of mine to stop. For the wicked voices clamoring on past caustic words spitted on my face to fade away leaving no trace. Now I wait with baited breath for Your deliverance. I refuse to take matters into my own hands. Unless You do the work of deliverance? It is of no use for me to work. I wait on You.
Monday, October 9, 2017 at 3:13 pm.
Father? The truth? You know me better than I know myself. Yes, my living conditions are not the most luxurious condition any human could dream off, but! The luxury of peace and contentment prevails against all my temporary bickering and frustration. Instead of bickering? Ingenuity to make the best of things at hand. My place is unique. Suited to my unique personality. A gift from You! Behold Your deliverance! Thanks, my Father!
Monday, October 9, 2017 at 4:19 pm.
Dear Reader, you see what I mean? I am a human being just like the rest. I react just like the human being that I am. Complaining, bickering, discontentment with one’s lot of life are not a virtue. So many recognize the matter. So many set themselves up for self-improvement. So many systems all intense in providing rules and regulations to attain whatever we aspire to attain for our better selves.
Me? I know the drill. I tried several of the systems of the moment, to no avail. Rampantly and masterfully the systems are proclaimed to attain it all. Peace, love, contentment? Remained beyond my reach, but! My Father? My Father empowered me to quit trying and start trusting Him for my improvement. Years later, my trust in Him is paying off big time.
Effortlessly, the longings in my heart for love, peace, contentment are fulfilled. My Father’s gift to me. His gift is now available to you, to all. My sharing? Behold the power to receive the Father/Creator’s gift to all!
Tuesday, October 10, 2017 at 12:07 am.
O my Father—O Father of mine? Here we are on the 10th day of the 10th month of the 10th year since You recalled me into Your service. There is something in me wanting to cry. What is it, my Father? Perhaps it has to do with the fear of abandonment? Fear that no one cares for me? Perhaps this fear comes to me because if I do not call or reach out to people, people do not reach out to me for days on end?
This morning? I am coming to You, not to anyone else. I am not seeking for sympathy or advice from any human source. For there is not any human sympathy or advice to avail anyone to resolve our troublesome affairs. Regardless rank or fame, no human being qualifies to bear our burdens. I am casting this heavy burden upon You. You alone are able and willing to bear our burdens. You alone are able to harmonize all inharmonious circumstances in our lives on the daily and moment to moment basis.
Yesterday, not even Ahmad bothered to call or check on me. Nothing new. It happens continuously. Same goes for my own children. Except for Denise, I do not hear from the rest of my children for months sometimes. And friends? Only Pat keeps up with me.
Perhaps I am sensing any of my children’s fears and hardships? Whatever it is, I cast this burden upon You. For sure, it is worth to repeat, You alone are able and willing to bear our burdens. You alone are able to harmonize all inharmonious circumstances in our lives on the daily and moment to moment basis.
I am cold and uncomfortable for no reason that I can detect. The weather is not the issue yet. I feel a knot in my stomach. Perhaps my eats in the last few hours got something to do with the way I am feeling, but! I done ran out of ideas of what to eat for my health? Perhaps my attitude towards my inability to go shopping for myself to get the things I think I need to eat for my health is affecting my well-being?
Perhaps the whole spectrum of things as they are around me and around the whole world is getting to me? Perhaps, when we come to save our skin we have denied Your existence just like Peter did before the rooster crow? Perhaps Your children are going through the agonizing moment to realize they have denied You in their dire predicaments of life? Perhaps I am feeling their agony?
Tuesday, October 10, 2017 at 6:22 am.
O Your ways, my Father! Behold! The Power Of Your Love And Wisdom From On High You Now Drench Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails! Power to share without snare. Power to look to the center of our beings. Power to hear Your knock at the door of the deepest part of our beings. Power to let You alone, no one else including my carnal self, sit in the throne of the center of our beings. What a marvel!
The ways of mankind are insane, troublesome, heavy loads imposed on each one of us. Indeed! This world is ridden with insanity.
Insanity Affect Us All! The Secret to Abolish Insanity? It’s in My Journal—My Story. Enter Into My Journal—Partake Of My Story….
The Journal of My Life holds the Secret to Abolish Insanity. Read on and on until you find that secret to avail you for eternity.
His love in my heart for all remains there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.