Thursday, September 28, 2017 at 4:22 pm.
I am wondering why I am stuck writing posts instead of working on the books, my Father? I know it is not neglect. There is a reason why my diligence is temporarily at halt. I wait on You.
Friday, September 29, 2017 at 5:39 am.
Father? You know what is running through my mind right now. You know my thoughts before I think them. I don’t know what to do about what I am thinking.
7:02 AM restart
Friday, September 29, 2017 at 7:23 am.
Father? I need to dump the deep hurt my child inflicted upon me a while back. This was the second time this one child of mine has deeply hurt me. Ah! But You know it. The first time my child surprised me with her rejection of my Cory. Now, my Cory is gone, but! She unleashed her venom on her sister, Cory’s mother to my utter shock she spat on my face, “She is demon possessed!” that about her grieving sister?
Father? Thanks for Your Presence within my heart. Thanks for allowing me to talk with You about these heavy matters. Perhaps in talking to Cory’s mom last night something she shared with me triggered my memory of those deep wounds.
Friday, September 29, 2017 at 1:04 pm.
All morning long I wrestled with such memories. I know those wounds need a healing I was not aware of until this morning. I know this is part of the healing process. While I wrestle a notification about a new follower popped up. I checked. I found:
Steven & Suzie Jennings is now following Flowers For All Steven & Suzie Jennings just started following you at http://thiabasilialicona.wordpress.com. They will receive an email every time you publish a post. Congratulations.
I clicked the site to find out what post had quickened them to follow. Amazing! The post? Your words to me for this exact moment I am going through. Quote:
Sunday, February 26, 2017 at 12:36 am
Another day. Time is flying by just as swift as the air that we breathe. When will the end come? I am not to concern myself with such matters. Living my life as if the end will be tomorrow. I only have this day. Tomorrow might never come. To live present in Your Presence is my aim and only desire.
New situations. New challenges. New? Nay! nothing is new under the sun. It’s a worldly life of repeats. Tiresome repeats. Repeats to the point of boredom. What is there to do when this boredom of repeats sinks in, O my Father—O Father of mine? When even being present in Your Presence becomes a bore. What then, O my Father—O Father of mine?
Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Pause and reflect. Boredom is the highest point of human achievement. The human mind invests a lifetime to achieve for the sake of achievement. This achievement keeps the human happily occupied with the single idea of its accomplishment. Until, time takes its toll and the human cannot stop that time and its toll. It is then that boredom sets in. Yes, even your life present in My Presence becomes a bore because the time phenomenon.
What are you to do at times when boredom is knocking at the door of your heart & mind? Nothing. Such is the time for you to sit still, to do nothing by your own power of reasoning. Sit still. Wait. Rest your entire being, body, mind & soul underneath My everlasting arms. Do not fear. Do not panic. Do not despair. For those are the times when I am intent in My creation’s repair.
Wow! Thanks, my Father! Back to sleep I’ll go just as soon as I can curl my body under those heavy blankets and get cozy & comfortable. Hope for Your voice to set my spirit, mind, soul, and body at perfect state of rest.
May we all come to rest underneath His everlasting arms. Much love, thiaBasilia. End of quote.
Friday, September 29, 2017 at 1:25 pm.
And so? Here I am now. I woke up rested around 1:30 pm. I fixed a cup of ginger, turmeric, cinnamon tea. All the time? Perfect peace. Power. Wisdom. Love. All mine again!
Now I know why I have been posting instead of formatting and finishing the books. These posts are demonstrating the result of accepting the teachings and leadership from the Set-Apart Spirit of our Father/Creator.
The Set-Apart Spirit of our Father/Creator lives in our hearts, but! Such Mighty Presence is ignored by most human beings, even by the Father/Creator’s chosen ones.
Regardless, the Set-Apart Spirit of our Father/Creator is OUR ONLY HOPE for deliverance from the hold of this world’s treacherous ways programmed in our minds. The Set-Apart Spirit of our Father/Creator alone is able and willing to deliver us from our ways if we are willing to accept His teachings and leadership.
1:47 PM. Need to get ready for the family. They invited me to eat with them. It’s 6:45 pm.
Back. Had a great time. Now? Will crash in bed. Can’t keep my eyes opened.
Friday, September 29, 2017 at 9:14 pm.
Been up for about an hour, but! I’m still sleepy. Don’t feel good. Will drink some soothing tea and go back to bed. Hopefully sleep will avail for my body to cooperate with me.
It’s 10:16 pm. I did not go back to bed. O my Father, You know the subject line, ‘My friend Henry has to sell everything!!!’ Caught my attention because once a upon a time, I HAD to sell everything myself. I clicked and began to listen to the video and read the transcript. What are You showing me, my Father? How am I to respond?
At first, I started to write an email to Denise to see what she would make of this situation. Then? Before I even began to write that email, it came to me, ‘Talk to my Father! He alone knows why am I reading this. Perhaps this is His way to provide for me, but! As I began to write these lines? My whole perspective changed! In wonder, I asked, What do You have for me to do about this matter? Again, How, am I to respond?
Your provision for myself is no longer my motive. In my heart, I read and listened to Henry Gold. All the time I am hoping to hear Your name mentioned, but! I did not hear it. At the end of his talk he did uttered a generic, ‘God bless you’ that’s all.
Does Henry know about You? What is Henry’s status with You? Why did You bring this matter to my attention? What do You want me to do, my Father? And, how You want me to do whatever I need to do?
If I am to get in touch with Henry? You will have to make the way. You know how I have tried to reach several of the best sellers in my Inbox to no avail. My letters don’t seem to reach them or they simply toss them away. How can I get in touch with Henry to give him a message of hope? To give to him something of greater value than what he could ever give to me?
Then? It occurred to me that I did not know Henry. First time his name came through David Perdew. So, I Googled ‘Henry Gold’. Wow! His FB PAGE! A sure way to get the message to Henry!
Father? I will post this in Henry’s page. If Henry responds? I know You will show us the way of hope for Henry in this major development in the course of Henry’s life. To reach Your children with hope is the purpose for these posts You inspire to me.
Saturday, September 30, 2017 at 1:14 am.
Well, sent message to Henry in his FB message board. I posted. This time going to bed for sure. Hope You give Your beloved sleep.
Saturday, September 30, 2017 at 4:39 am.
Alright! Where am I at, my Father? I know I am not just one post behind. I know that You are leading the way. Your way is always on time. Will Henry Gold reply? Will his reply be in Your will? Is this the way You are to accomplish Your plan of restoration to the intent of our creation, to love and be loved? Much anticipation! To wait on You is joy inexplicable and full of Your esteem.
Wouldn’t that be something? If You will take over Henry Gold’s life and turn into a testimony to accelerate Your plan of restoration to the original intent for our creation? O but how I desire it to be so!
Truth? Motive for my wish? Above it all? My goal for Your rightful place in the throne of our hearts. But! You know that, my Father. You know that and all what is what. Winter is already setting in. Or is it just the fall season? In any case, I am feeling the touch of cold. What’s to happen when to me the real cold comes my way? No worries. No fears. My times are in Your hands. There I remain comes winter, fall or rain!
The ways of mankind are insane, troublesome, heavy loads imposed on each one of us. Indeed! This world is ridden with insanity.
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His love in my heart for all remains there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.