These are those who know Yahuweh, and Yahuweh knows them–intimately. They have no fear—they obey Him without questions. They are empowered with His might, enveloped by His Spirit inside and out. They move at His command, and His authority backs their words and their deeds. They have the mind of a bond-slave, yet are His best friends.
They grieve for those who will not listen and prepare. They can endure the hate of Satan and his agents, but to see their family and friends being so unprepared and falling into deception is their greatest suffering.
What’s the deal with Yedidah and me?
Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Saturday, May 13, 2017 at 10:01 am
His work in me caused me to be in He! That’s not grammar! That’s rhymer! Here is a quote from one of the former ‘gods’ I used to follow after.
Funny, funny thing. Father always does this to me to set me free. Yes, when the attacks of insanity in my past flare up? Presto! He sends my way one of His trusted ones. Yedidah is one of His trusted ones. What’s the deal with Yedidah and me?
At first, Yedidah was not a household word. She was very private. But one or two of her long letters got to us, one of my daughters and I. We were so impressed! We hunted until we got a hold of her URL, her private email, and got on her email list.
From there on Yedidah became my ‘god’. What do I mean? I don’t know how to explain it. I still have that something for whoever is kindred on what Father gives to me.
I write whatever the Spirit of our Father gives to me. Sometimes, no sooner I finish the writing as if per magic there comes an email. Or an article. Or a person. Either or all talking or writing the same thing!
When I began to receive Yedidah’s Newsletter, unconsciously, I began to depend on Yedidah’s letters for confirmation of whatever the Spirit was giving to me at any given time.
It was uncanny. People began to think of me as ‘copying’ Yedidah’s letters and pretending to be Yedidah. I did not know that. I was just delighted to have a kindred spirit! In my enthusiasm I thought Yedidah was really interested in me. Until…
The time came for my arrival at Jerusalem under her tutelage. She promised to perhaps meet at the Sukot festival. I was in heaven! So eager for the day to meet this amazing personality in person. O man! What a BIG balloon I had inflated.
The Sukot festival arrived. I was staying in BeiJala next to Bethlehem. The day of her arrival in Jerusalem came. I immediately emailed her. I waited with baited breath for her reply. O man! I still remember my shock!
“There is nothing wrong with your theology. You are just self-centered! I don’t have time to meet with you…”
If a dagger would have penetrated the depth of my flesh and bones ten thousand times it would have been less painful than such cruel, heartless sentence! What on earth had I done to deserve such?
I turned off the computer. I threw myself on the bed. I exclaimed, “I quit! I never want to write one single word anymore! I want out of this wagon!”
Most especial Sabbath…
Saturday, October 03, 2009 (1:21am).
The sting of the shock ceased. The silence of the moment permeated the room. I heard,
“My Thia, My beloved, open the door of your chamber for I am knocking. I come to take you higher up to My Mountain to be alone with Me.”
Master, my door is open or is it not? Give me the eyes to see the door of my heart and the ability to open it wide to You.
“My beloved, in your heart there are many chambers and I have come to inhabit those chambers, but, now I wish to come in, in the most intimate and deepest chamber where no one else should be allowed.”
Master! My Beloved Master! By all means! Take the key that I can’t find and open the door for my secret chambers! By all means! My Beloved, take the key to my secret chambers and keep it as Your eternal property! I want no one else to invade such intimate quarters!
“My beloved, My Thia, the key to your secret chambers is now in My possession and I am taking residence in that deepest and most Set Apart chamber of your heart! No one shall disturb you any longer, whether they come or go, whether they call or not, whether they are kind or un-kind, whether they are friend or foe, whether they are your flesh and blood or perfect strangers, NO ONE should ever disturb you anymore!”
O my Master! Are You now taking me to Your Mountain top? What am I to do? What am I to feel? What am I to think? Tell me my Master! Do unto me as it is pleasing in Your sight!
“My beloved Thia, you are now beyond the realm of disturbing feelings and emotions and imaginations. From now on all your doings shall become sensible and your feelings for goodness shall intensify as well as your feelings for badness. And your thoughts shall be under the captivity of My thoughts. This drastic change within your being shall soon take hold of the hearts of many who would turn to Me and esteem My name as they see your good works.”
Dear Reader, that was the end of my chasing gods, but! The beginning of this supernatural life that I now live! Can you imagine my surprise of last night?
Searching my files of 2007 for the day when Father delivered me from mental insanity, my search was in vain. Somehow that entry can no longer be found, but! I bumped into other interesting writings until I read,
- PREPARING FOR THE INEVITABLE Practical Lessons in Enduring and Overcoming
Automatically, I clicked and began to read. I recognized Yedidah. Hum! I thought and kept reading the amazing overview of the state & condition of all the people in the world. Quite an accurate piece of information. Again, something I been writing about from day one.
She writes about how there are not many humans that scare Satan regardless all the goodness and beauty of human love and religious practices in the world. But then, she came to the piece that applies to me verbatim!
I can hardly read it for the tears of joy flowing from my lachrymal. This is what the Spirit within me wanted to whisper in my heart to lift me up and comfort me in the midst of this trial I am going through with the fund raising and no financial support from a single soul.
Even Ahmad, no support! All I hear is the chanting in my ears from Satan himself, “Just as well give up! You are crazy! Whoever hear of anyone dishing money to the likes of you?” On and on the chanting go!
Now? Let Satan chant and ramble to disassemble. He is now EXPOSED big time—HE IS TERRIFIED with my presence on his turf!
Dear Reader, here is the fact of my present stand in the sight of the Almighty as well as in the sight of many who are experiencing this me that Father has made for Him to be.
Perhaps Father can wet your appetite to taste of His mercy not just to me, but to all in His image created to be.
Who are these people who bring terror to the very heart of Satan himself?
- These are those who know Yahuweh, and Yahuweh knows them–intimately. They have no fear—they obey Him without questions. They are empowered with His might, enveloped by His Spirit inside and out. They move at His command, and His authority backs their words and their deeds. They have the mind of a bond-slave, yet are His best friends.
- These are the people of Daniel 11:32 that do “exploits” in the face of the anti-messiah.
- These are His 100-fold who have left all to follow Him. (Mark 4:8)
- These are the marked set-apart ones, who live their faith every second of every day—totally dependent on Him for everything.
- These know His Word and are covered by His presence.
- These are those He trusts to do whatever He asks for the defeat of the enemy. Into the mouths of this set-apart remnant is the very authority and Word of Elohim, spoken through them to defeat and conquer and overcome “all the ability of the enemy”. (Luke 10:19) This is His victorious end-time “Bridal Company”—His Beloved.
- These are those who are passionately in love with Him—who have zeal for the focus of His heart.
- These are not afraid of anyone or anything—their only fear is to lose their intimacy with Him.
- These are the marked ones—the ones of Revelation 22:3-5.
- These have been reserved for this last generation – for their power and authority exceeds any other group that has ever lived.
- They are “bold as a lion”—yet are humble and pure and gentle and kind as a little child. As in Zechariah 3:2, His Name in their mouth carries exceeding power to stop the enemy and bring his plans to nothingness. How can He trust them with such power? — Because He has trained them Himself of their lives, and tested them thoroughly, and brought them through the fires of purging, and they have come out as liquid gold—so pure that He can see His reflection in them. They have proven themselves faithful, and He trusts them. It is to these that the highest reward goes, which is to be in His presence forever—never having to leave His side.
- These are the ones of the assembly of Philadelphia in Revelation 3:7-13.
- These are the ones of Revelation 14:1-5—they are “virgin” (pure) and not defiled with the world (pictured by the great whore of Babylon—Revelation 17), and are “blameless” before His throne. He can trust them, because He’s tested them. They know His voice from constant interaction with Him. He communicates with them daily. They have one focus and one only—to please the One they love. To these go the gift of His presence, both now and forever.
- These are the ones of Luke 18:28-30, who have totally died to self, so that His life might be manifested through them. They are humble, contrite and child-like. Satan fears these above all things—for they are an extension of Yahuweh Himself.
- These move in the gifts (I Corinthians 12:4-11) of the Spirit of Yahuweh, totally under His control as He wills—the word of wisdom, the word of knowledge, special miracle-working faith, gifts of healings, the operation of miracles, prophecy, the discernment of spirits, different languages of men and angels, and the interpretation of these languages. They operate in the “greater works” that Messiah promised to His servants: John 14:12. They know His voice, and a stranger they will not follow. They are impossible to deceive—even though the enemy tries his best.
Yet, this elite company must go through the trials and pressures of the tribulation just like everyone else. His love remains upon them and He never leaves them, but they suffer greatly at what they see—and can do nothing about. They grieve for those who will not listen and prepare. They can endure the hate of Satan and his agents, but to see their family and friends being so unprepared and falling into deception is their greatest suffering.
- John 15:18-21: “If the world hates you, you know that it hated Me before it hated you. If you were of the world, the world would love its own. But, because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, for that reason the world hates you. Remember the word that I said to you, `A servant is not greater than his master’. If they persecuted Me they shall persecute you, too. If they have guarded My Word, they would guard yours also. But, all this they shall do to you, because of My Name, because they do not know Him who sent Me”.
O my Father! What a gift! And You sent it to me on this Shabbat via Yedidah. Amazing!
Seven perfect years of testing before You would present to me Your servant Yedidah on Your terms not mine.
A sad note that could turn into a joyful one should Yedidah read these lines. Like myself, many of Yedidah’s followers have made a ‘god’ out of her, regardless of her pleas not to do so. Should Yedidah not heed the warning in Daniel, it will not go well for her. Quote:
And they who are wise and understanding among the people shall instruct many and make them understand, though some [of them and their followers] shall fall by the sword and flame, by captivity and plunder, for many days.
Now when they fall, they shall receive a little help. Many shall join themselves to them with flatteries and hypocrisies.
And some of those who are wise, prudent, and understanding shall be weakened and fall, [thus, then, the insincere among the people will lose courage and become deserters. It will be a test] to refine, to purify, and to make those among [the Creator’s people] white, even to the time of the end, because it is yet for the time [the Creator] appointed.
Behold! The Power Of Love From On High Descending Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!
Father is working all things for my good and the good of all my concern and the good of all His children. And you, my dear Reader are my and His concern. Double the portion.
His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.